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| Suddenly found Xanga is a good place for me to pour out things, as i can say anything. The more i work, the more i think God is really the Great God. He obviously is a boss, but he is not the one who just hover high above, demands for results and blame for failure or unsucessful mission. As he knows very well what is going on and what we all face from time to time. In contrast, those earthly"bad" boss we all have in the world is who just give out assignment or missions and expecting nothing more than nicely accomplished mission. But this is not a prefect world, there are things and situations that even his crew can't avoid. Well, all he knows is the result that report from his guys and what's the consequence,blasting them without thinking what's and who is responsible. That's human, we all angry when things didm't go well. And that's how the great contradiction or difference comes in when comparing how God works and how "the bossess" work. ps. this passage is not related to my currect bosses, i am really thankful to work with them and it's just an inspiration that i wanna pour out. | | |
| After answering few questions, i have realised that me and peggy is not that well prepare. But thanks god , we still have time to prepare to change and to improve other relationship to a more mature and Godly love. I pray that our marriage will be blessing by having a good and correct start and also having our goal to work for God throught this marriage. Stop la , have to read the book again , desperated to prepare as well as we can be in all sense. Most importantly is to put God at the 1st place!!!!!! | | |
| The time now is 4 am 13/08/2008. I am here in front of the computer, thinking why i couldn't sleep. It has happened since last week till now . I dreamt dreams that combine anything i 've came across during the day time and the "engineering thinking " that i have had during my working hour (prolong one , 7-9, 10pm) .. For example: a retaining wall together with Olympics and my mind was partly enjoying the some sort of weight lifting( candiate lifting soil!!??) and partly calculation the retaining wall( Weird).... or buying things and while the mind was calculating something. I just couldn't sleep well these few nights. Just hope that it will become an end soon. And it wouldn't happen again. What should i do?? Have coincidently talked to a brother via phone at the mid night ..and knowing he has some problem , just pray that god will open up a way for him and he will soon get back to track . | | |
| Sometimes in our lives we all have pain
We all have sorrow
But if we are wise
We know that there's always tomorrow
Lean on me, when you're not strong
And I'll be your friend
I'll help you carry on
For it won't be long
'Til I'm gonna need
Somebody to lean on
Please swallow your pride
If I have things you need to borrow
For no one can fill those of your needs
That you won't let show
You just call on me brother, when you need a hand (Chorus)
We all need somebody to lean on
I just might have a problem that you'd understand
We all need somebody to lean on
Second Verse
(Chorus)
If there is a load you have to bear
That you can't carry
I'm right up the road
I'll share your load
If you just call me
(Chorus)
Call me (if you need a friend)
Call me (call me)
Call me (if you need a friend)
Call me (if you ever need a friend)
Call me (call me)
Call me
Call me (if you need A friend) | | |
| Had a good sharing time with my cell groupmate this afternoon. And saw many humble servants of God actually planted around me ...or i was brought to them ...anyway. The sharing it actually about future Goal of life in 10 yrs time . 10 yrs time ...it's such a long time . Although i am not sure if i will have tomorrow, i still have hopes and dreams. So here is my "Plan" ....Get it in a less occuping job that gives me sufficient fiancial support and equally important is that it would spare free time for me family . Cos i think that family is more important , as long as i have enough money that can support my whole family expenditure. Beside, God's kingdom should and have to be in my whole family with my wife and kids. There are some curious and logic groupmate asked me questions among my sharing, which reminds me that i have been blessed and is being blessing every now and then by God . No matter it is fiancial wise, spritual wise or career wise. There are just grace and grace everything . The reason for my past bitterness life it just my "greediness", at the same time , lyrics comes " Was blind, but now i see, amazing grace . How sweet the sound...." ...thank you Lord for all things | | |
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